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I woke up this morning, not realizing what the date was.  I looked at my phone and realized that today is February 15th, 2012, and realized that the date looked familiar.  Today is my dad’s birthday, he would’ve been 56 today.  All day long, I walked around with this big ass frown on my face, and my head looking down at the ground.  I put my earphones in, put one song on repeat, and listened to the same song over and over again.  The same song I listened to the day he died, I’ll Be Missing You by Puff Daddy, Faith Evans, and 112.  I never talked to anybody all day long.  This day should be a celebration of what your life was.  But to me, it wasn’t.  Today was just a reminder of how much life sucks without you being here.  I realized that you weren’t here to see me graduate, and you weren’t here to see me off to college.  All the selfish thoughts I could ever have, forgetting that you’re here in my life each and every day.  Watching over me, and making sure I’m on the right path of life.  For that, I thank you.  You’re the greatest, and you’ll always be the greatest.  Happy birthday dad, I really miss you.

I started crying. I wish I was able to meet you. Thank you for helping to raise my best friend & teach him to be the person he is today. I don’t know what’d I’d do without him. Happy birthday Uncle Earl :)

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